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[14 Jul 2005|04:58pm] Sara Martini: 6/17/2005 6:18:00 AM i love you more than anything. we are tara and sara and no one will ever bring us down, cause we are awesome. so no crying cause you are beautiful, funny, outgoing, crazy, retarded, you cant spell, talented and most of all you make me happy. thats all that matters. cause without you id be shit. we are best friends. lohan and stiles. the devil and the angel. we are te best. i love you. FUCK BOYS, we have each other. =) my whole best friend circle is falling apart. this is why i dont trust anyone. this is why i tell no one anything. this is why i dont fuck every boy that hits on me this is why danielle and sara are my best friends 2 comments|post comment

[13 Jul 2005|05:55pm] [ mood | happy ] i have never had such a infautation for someone before until now. i'm a bit obsessed, but hes so amazing. i have goosebumps thinking about it 1 comment|post comment

juliana theory ;; closest thing [11 Jul 2005|04:34am] [ mood | crying&crap ] You're the words that come out easy, And I am speechless at best. Your star it seems to shine above the rest. You're the face before the cameras, The smile i'd like to earn. The closest thing to perfect, In a hollywood to burn. You're the beauty that is deeper, Than eyes can merely see. The closest thing to perfect. But the farthest thing from me. I'd love to be, The shoulder that you cry on. I'd love to be, The friend you call when things are great. You're the dream that hasn't ended, And I'm still anxious for rest. Your words they seem to hang above my head. You're the bud before the flower, Unfurls into full bloom. Captivating beauty, But it maybe all too soon. You're the song that writes a story, But leaves a lot to read. The closest thing to perfect, But the farthest thing from me. I'd love to be, The shoulder that you cry on. I'd love to be, The friend you call when things are great. And like I really deserve a chance to, Sit across the table, And tell you that I think you're wonderful. And I think you're something special. I guess this is my only chance to, Say I wish I knew you, Because I'm sure you're wonderful, If I'd get to know you. dedicated && crap. post comment

[10 Jul 2005|04:19pm] dear everyone. i am finally home for the summer and i am very happy about that. but my first night home was pretty awful. i hate when you like a boy for such a long period of time that its like you always will like him until you have the chance to be with him and then usually it sucks balls and you break up with him and you just never talk again. somehow ... this always happens to me, im always chasing guys who usually never wanna be with me in the first place. i need to stop that, tim came over for a little bit last night. he's a cool kid. but yeah. brian washburns party tonight :] maybe STEVE CHECK will be there and i'll rape his cute ass. [ which is true, he does have a cute ass ]. so, i really want to go into the city soon .. someone come with me!!!! plz! and have sleepovers at my house, or your house. or something. i have a crush on a boy. but he lives 35 minutes away and this always happens but hes mad cute. i want to bone him badly. love always, frances 4 comments|post comment

[29 Jun 2005|03:22pm] i met a boy last night. he blew my mind away. either i'm an idiot or i am lucky <3 someone call me call me call me text me text me text meee 201 895 1137 post comment

[27 Jun 2005|01:45pm] so i after the show on friday, we picked up sara at willowbrooke then went back to the house, hung around until tim jeff and kenny came and got us. we went to applebees without tara and louie met us there. we ate, talked, hungout in the parking lot until 2 in the morning. jeff is the biggest sweetheart ever. and so is tim. tim is the kinda guy that i should be with, he knows how to treat a girl. i'm such a idiot for ever liking .... that person you all know. im not going to throw myself all over him. i hope to find me some cute boy for the summer. until then im happy im single. and yeah. whatever. i made amens with the people i should have never been mad at in the first place. niki stevie becki - i love you guys SO much. i'll miss you all. everyone come visit me in lbi plz <3 6 comments|post comment

[24 Jun 2005|03:18pm] [ mood | happy ] bags packed and ready to go ... this week was alot better than i thought it would be ... tuesday june 21st last day of my freshman year ++ my sixteenth birthday, it was really funny actually, english we did nothing but take pictures, french we did nothing, art we did nothing again, lunch .. meghan and i were walking towards our table to go get ashley so we could sit outside with max alexis and justin ... and we were talking to ashley and then bam we turn around and scott [ the kid i used to like in the beginning of the year ] and two girls who want to kill me came up to our table. now my face was bright red i was so afraid they were going to say something to me, but the words out of scotts mouth were " your the girl who owns every episode of 'are you afraid of the dark' arent you " [ this is directed towards ashley ]. last block, i was walking towards the other building when i ran into amy, we cut class, went to quick check came back, hung out, went to pastabilities then got on the bus and went home. that night, tara,sara,danielle and i went out to dinner with tara and danielles dad. it was really funny and also really good. i never ate so much chinese food in my life. wed. june 22nd i slept over tara + danielles tuesday night so i woke up there, we went out to breakfast, my WHOLE school was at the dinner, all of my teachers, everyone. it was such deja vue it wasn't even funny. that night i was supposed to go to my brothers graduation but that didnt end up happening cause i thought it was going to rain the whole time, so joe picked me and danielle up and then he picked up stevie and corinne up and we went to the mall. i bought a really cool skirt in h+m AND my flip flop broke, i was really upset. i ran into a bunch of people i didnt really want to see, and obviously they didn't want to see me either so i walked away and found cynthia amanda danielle and katie, we ate taco bell and walked around. it was pretty chill. i felt bad cause danielle came along with me cause i knew she wanted to hang out with those other people. thursday june 23rd woke up went out to breakfast/lunch at the diner with tara then we went to ritas .. talked a little. she drove me home, i packed. then at 5 my mom and i went shopping at gsp. i got alot of new things. jonce rememebers my shoe size .. that was kinda creepy. came home packed MORE then went to bed. friday june 24th i just woke up. tara is coming over around 4ish, we are getting a pizza, waiting for my mom to come home then going to the wyckoff show for a little bit then picking up sara at work then going home and sara tara danielle and i will probably hangout, then go to sleep then WILDWOOD IN THE MORNING i'll miss some of you, we leave wildwood july 1st and then .. its lbi for two months. i'm not sure when i'll be back .. but i'll miss some of you post comment

rant. fuck birthdays [20 Jun 2005|09:29pm] i didnt want to have a birthday party in the first place. and well it went just like i thought it would ... it went awful. no one showed up, nor told me they weren't coming. and honestly. i hate every person who said they were coming but didnt. i really hope they all like die, i really don't give a shit about anyone or anything anymore. no one gives a shit about me, i dont give a shit about them. im done being nice to people. im done being everyones shoulder to cry on. this weekend i learned who my real friends are, and you know what, thats all i need in my life. i don't need to deal with drama or bullshit or everyone's fucking fakeness. i cannot wait to leave this fucking horror town, or this part of new jersey. i hate it here as much as i hate everyone from here. come sept. no shows for frances no nothing. i'm just going to be my fucking self and not have to deal with people. [ not like anyone gives a shit ] happy fucking birthday to myself. 3 comments|post comment

[15 Jun 2005|10:09am] [ mood | wet. ] [ music | allamericanrejects ] i am going to miss north jersey fuccccccccccccccccccccccccck :[ especially ... danielle who i wont see until the first week of august hopefully. and someone else. :[ he makes me feel like nothing can go wrong and its SUCH crap. we're not going to be with each other for almost two months god hates me 1 comment|post comment

hair [15 Jun 2005|12:47am] ( should i dye my hair this color ) 1 comment|post comment

[14 Jun 2005|12:44am] [ mood | tired. ] [ music | he is legend ] this is what i do when i'm bored i quit smoking and drinking ... for a good. everything that happened on saturday was the biggest mistake of my life. trust me. i am an idiot. if you see me with fucking alchololetgdfjgh take it from me and hit me HARD. i almost lost the best thing that has ever came into my life. and i am stupid. the whole thing was stupid, rawwwwwwwwwwwwwr sooo .... its my last full week of school. i'm kinda excited. wait no, i am excited. especially cause my birthday is next week and i turn 16 4 comments|post comment

[13 Jun 2005|01:25am] [ mood | crap ] [ music | madison ] This weekend was amazing times 89574035624767385675754 Thursday night, Jude and I went out to dinner and walked around Garden State Plaza. It was really nice. I enjoy spending alot of time with him. :] Friday, Amanda and I attempted to take the train from Ridgewood to Hoboken. Although, it didn't work that way. We ended up in Seacacus and had to take the train to Newark then transfer over to take the train to Morristown. When we got to Morristown it started to rain, Amanda had her sweatshirt .. I had a bus scdyeurfdjkhleee [ note. i can't spell for life ]i put it on my head. I looked like a big jew. Amanda and I waited for like an hour in front of the train station waiting for Louie, Caroline and Maryo to come get us so we could go to Asbury Park to see He is Legend and FFTL play at the Stone Pony. It sucked balls fyi. The only good part was meeting the lead singer from He is Legend, dancing with him, Emily - techno style, tsl in the car, meeting Kyleeeeee and IHOP. Amanda and I ended up getting home around 3, and crashing on my couch and sleeping until 6. Saturday, I ended up going back over Amanda's house. We did madddddd physical labor. I have never sweated so much in my whole life from just standing. We went food shopping with her mom and Carlie to get food for her graduation party. We got ready, Danielle came over and we went to Archer. Archer was okay. Jude came, we hung out almost the whole time. It was so grossly hot in there. and the whole " fat kids blocking the air " didn't make me very happy. After Archer, Amanda, Carlie, Danielle, Gwen, Julie, Sarah and myself ended up going back to Amandas + Carlies for party05. Alot more people came. Julie and Sarah left :[ ... Amanda came back. We all drank. I don't remember much except the following. Advil and Red Bull = most amazing shit ever. I really like rice krispy treats, Jono and Steve from " Emma " / Guns Like Girls had a ringtone battle for over two hours ... Carlie and I have black booties, I probably can spell better when I'm drunk then sober, and Adam drung a garbage can down the road with Amanda's car. Sunday = boring. I am very much looking forward to my birthday next weekend :] i might as well tell people flat out. please talk shit about me and jude. please i'm begging you. i love it. i really fucking love when people act immature and make fun of people about personal things. srsly. the next person who says something about him to me. i will punch in the face. 9 comments|post comment

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